Thursday, June 4, 2009

you know it's a bad day when............

Think your having a bad day? Well let me tell you about my day, or ahem, maybe I will just hit the High (insert laughter here) notes! Have you ever had one of those day where nothing seems to be going right, yeah, I know we all have, Right?!? Well I was informed today by my darling husband that we has fired from him job today. Yes, I said Fired. And before I get on my hind legs ready to attack, let me just tell you this. He was fired from a company that is STUPID!!!!!!! He is one of the most valuable employees that a ompany could ask for. He is VERY SMART, quick to learn, a good leader, the hardest worker that I know of, and Might I add very handsome to boot. Oh, I guess that the STUPID company doesn't care about any of that. OH WELL, there lose, and I mean that in a UGLY WAY!!!!!!! I must move on, cause I feel myself lean back on those hind legs I mentioned above! This will be one of those faith test I keep hearing about. Now, anyone would start to question why, Right? Well, let me just tell you that we are there. But we can not stand still on this, we must move forward into the dark, dank, scary unknown. I ask today that the large group of you, well, I guess it would be accurate to say, the 2 of you who read my blog, please keep us in your prayers.... I know that this my seem like not big deal to some, but we were a one income family. and well, now we are not. I KNOW that GOD has something better planned for our family and one day this will be just a memory, but until that day we will move forward slowly. I wish that I could say that I wasn't scared, but I am terrified. I know that we will get through this. I just don't know how muddy we will be at the end. And I know the saying: Don't tell God how big your storm is, Tell your storm how big your GOD is!" or something like that. How do you do that? I hope I can find out. I will promise you readers ( all 2 of you) my children will not feel this. They will only see happy parents trying to do the best they can with what they have to offer! Thanks for letting vent, I feel somewhat better.

My dearest husband~
Please hold your head up high. I love you more than words can say. I am and have been VERY PROUD OF YOU. Please do not let stupid people bring you down. Your are everything to me and your boys. You are not a loser or a failure. I DO NOT WANT THOSE WORD in your head anymore. You will overcome this. I know that your soul is wounded and bleeding.Know that I am here by your side, where ever the LORD leads us. Hold comfort in the LORD OUR GOD. "Be still and know that I am GOD" he says.
I am so proud to call you my husband and father of my children. I love you, my dear!

2 comments:

Heather said...

Sami I am so sorry to hear this. I will pray that there will be something for your family soon.

becky said...

OH NO SAMMI! I am so sorry. I will be saying prayers for your family. You are in my thoughts always!